There are days when the weight and witness comes to rest upon me.
It feels like the cloud of witnesses has opened again.
How long…cries can be heard.
The weight and direction shifts as newbies enter with what they have left- the legitimate heart of God and the direction their life represents.
It is not like a tug of war. because everyone knows that when they all come together they move in God’s direction, and that is the greatest prize of all.
Groans. Supplications. reminders. Both to Father and to us.
The moment when I knew there was extra strength to do things. The moment that I knew the affirmation outweighed every negativity.
One foot in.
Out again.
The cloud.
The hunger grows as the numbers do.
Soon their weight will outweigh ours.
Then, their thrust will be unstoppable, as kingdom comes, on earth as it is in heaven.
I wonder how the work with AHS affects this.
My sense today is of a great joy.
The cloud knows joy when things come into alignment with God.
Closer.

Hebrews 12:1 CJB
Complete Jewish Bible
So then, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us, too, put aside every impediment – that is, the sin which easily hampers our forward movement – and keep running with endurance in the contest set before us….
selah