The timing of God is so good in my life.

The way he links things together and connects my dots is so extraordinary. Recently on a trip related to family he met me on the ninth of Av in a way that was so jewish.

He arranged some reconciliation moments with friends by placing me within 45 minutes of where they now live.

He worked me through the remaining hurts in my heart before I left so that I could have the perspective of seeing them as a part of the Bride.

And then he helped my heart stay present and appreciate all he has done in me the last five years.

He arranged for me to receive an invitation from a ministry in my past, so that he could weave in me a story of his history in me.

He had land work for me to do in the cemetery of a town in the area.

And he helped me see that seeing someone as part of the Bride frees me up to allow them to be them while I remain me; He has brought me so far.

And when I was able to take with me on this family trip the first of the baby books to be given away-to the child it was prepared for, as she reached a milestone in her life, and I went through the process of releasing strings I had held for 24 years, I realized, he truly does make everything beautiful in its time.

I was able to do things this week for my daughter that my mom was unable to do for me.

The joy of the Lord was present in hilarity.

We went through hard stuff too, staying our true hearts with each other.

Attunement is a skill he has developed in me, and I give him all the glory for this. I am actually stunned by how much he has done.

And when it was done, the time was over, he sought time with me, in a private place, where he speaks to me through the surrounding hills. He prepared an out of the way place, well off the beaten path that was clean and holy. So that he could awaken me in the middle of the night with his voice. So that we could arise in the town that bore his name in the passage of his word he had ordained for me that day.

I don’t rise or fall on the opinions of others anymore. I don’t rise or fall based on how things external to me are going. Every moment is a gift to find him. The more I use my moments to find him in them, the more sacred my moments become.

Its a wonderful life- is such an inadequate way to describe this current season.

The English language lacks in its ability to express me, more and more. Perhaps that is why I am learning Hebrew. He makes everything beautiful in its time.